adelbabe:

you look so much like her

message me for my new url

Hey guys, I redownloaded the app just to say I’m doing better now. I ate an entire package of cookies, i have no idea how I’m not doubled over in pain right now.

i never confirmed what the noises were. I think it might have been dogs/wolves howling outside (I live right on the edge of wilderness) but that’s kind of a stretch

I’m gonna ignore it because this isn’t good

anyway, i didn’t hurt myself of anything, though I was tempted to hang myself in my closet

being 17 sucks apparently

I still appreciate the kind words, but I can sense that people are tired of this shit already so I’m gonna stop updating so frequently

and smallfather i don’t plan on leaving for good, I have a back-up blog in case this one is deleted, I’ll send you the url

viennaii:

Hey guys. I’m gonna try to update this blog about weekly so you know what’s going on with me. Unfollow if you don’t wanna see these and/or don’t care, I guess.

I’ve had a good birthday today. (minus the whole shitstorm that’s gonna go down tomorrow with my parents) We went and saw Jurassic World, I fucking loved it.

I really appreciate the kind words, I know I don’t bring much to you guys as far as content/personality goes so it means a lot to see that some of you guys care.

Also, I have set up my queue to reblog these posts for my European followers, so that’s why you might see these multiple times.

Anyway, uh… yeah. Shit’s rough, but I’ve survived the void this far. Thanks for caring, lots of love, etc.

You guys’ll get to see serious Cricket now that I no longer have the time to shitpost. =ω=

I won’t check in for like another week probably as if anyone even cares ;)

it’s 2:55 am and im stress eating an entire thing of vanilla creme cookies

I keep hearing this howling noise

it comes and goes and I’m not sure it’s just the air conditioning
I think I’m hearing things

why am i alive

I need to delete the tumblr app on my phone so I quit checking it and posting so no one thinks im just trying to get attention

but right now I am not ok

i need to promise you guys that while I’m away I won’t hurt myself or anything

bc if i don’t I might. off myself

learning about otherkin stuff was a mistake, i finally have a label for the way I feel and that’s not good bc it validates my feelinfs

just

I’m confused and pointless and I hope no one here misses me because I already cause people enough trouble

Hey guys. I’m gonna try to update this blog about weekly so you know what’s going on with me. Unfollow if you don’t wanna see these and/or don’t care, I guess.

I’ve had a good birthday today. (minus the whole shitstorm that’s gonna go down tomorrow with my parents) We went and saw Jurassic World, I fucking loved it.

I really appreciate the kind words, I know I don’t bring much to you guys as far as content/personality goes so it means a lot to see that some of you guys care.

Also, I have set up my queue to reblog these posts for my European followers, so that’s why you might see these multiple times.

Anyway, uh… yeah. Shit’s rough, but I’ve survived the void this far. Thanks for caring, lots of love, etc.

You guys’ll get to see serious Cricket now that I no longer have the time to shitpost. =ω=

viennaii:

Guys, I’m gonna be inactive for a while. My parents looked through my computer and weren’t very happy, so… it’s taken away.

IT IS NO LONGER SAFE FOR ME TO POST ON HERE, USE SKYPE, ANYTHING.

I use this to cope with a lot of stuff, so looks like I’ll have to find another outlet again.

…I’ll miss all of you so much. I got to meet a ton of really rad people this time around! I learned a bit about myself, as well.

I did most of this knowing full and well that I was breaking their rules. I accept responsibility for my actions, blah blah blah.

I’m sorry for having to abandon all of you, especially a certain few, but just know that I am for the most part okay.

It’s 12:47 AM, I’m tired as hell and pretty damn upset, but this will be my last post until I can use Tumblr safely again.

Here’s some blogs to follow that i talked to on a semi-regular basis.

smallfather
just-another-marching-band-kid
cyprusfurryburlow
deviantsnart
simba-killed-my-vibe
omgfoxbox
dantes-wonderland

Sorry if I missed you, I’m really emotional right now and I’m not thinking very clearly.

Its my birthday. I came home on my birthday to this.

Happy Birthday, me, I guess.

I deserve it for breaking their rules again, destroying any hope for a pinch of trust in my relationship with my parents, but… I’m tired of living for others. I’m tired of hiding who I am, Tumblr is such an inviting community it’s hard to stay away, honestly.

The main reason is probably my Skype history, I’m assuming. Lots of 18+ in there. But fuck, I’m a sexually frustrated teenager for crying out loud.

Anyway… I’m so sorry guys. If we don’t get the chance to talk again, I just wanna say that I’ll miss you all, and I appreciate the support given to me in hard times, the positive feedback, and generally good vibes.

I’ll be okay. I’ll probably just vent using video games again, maybe pick up some more ukulele practice.

viennaii:

Guys, I’m gonna be inactive for a while. My parents looked through my computer and weren’t very happy, so… it’s taken away.

IT IS NO LONGER SAFE FOR ME TO POST ON HERE, USE SKYPE, ANYTHING.

I use this to cope with a lot of stuff, so looks like I’ll have to find another outlet again.

…I’ll miss all of you so much. I got to meet a ton of really rad people this time around! I learned a bit about myself, as well.

I did most of this knowing full and well that I was breaking their rules. I accept responsibility for my actions, blah blah blah.

I’m sorry for having to abandon all of you, especially a certain few, but just know that I am for the most part okay.

It’s 12:47 AM, I’m tired as hell and pretty damn upset, but this will be my last post until I can use Tumblr safely again.

Here’s some blogs to follow that i talked to on a semi-regular basis.

smallfather
just-another-marching-band-kid
cyprusfurryburlow
deviantsnart
simba-killed-my-vibe
omgfoxbox
dantes-wonderland

Sorry if I missed you, I’m really emotional right now and I’m not thinking very clearly.

Its my birthday. I came home on my birthday to this.

Happy Birthday, me, I guess.

I deserve it for breaking their rules again, destroying any hope for a pinch of trust in my relationship with my parents, but… I’m tired of living for others. I’m tired of hiding who I am, Tumblr is such an inviting community it’s hard to stay away, honestly.

The main reason is probably my Skype history, I’m assuming. Lots of 18+ in there. But fuck, I’m a sexually frustrated teenager for crying out loud.

Anyway… I’m so sorry guys. If we don’t get the chance to talk again, I just wanna say that I’ll miss you all, and I appreciate the support given to me in hard times, the positive feedback, and generally good vibes.

I’ll be okay. I’ll probably just vent using video games again, maybe pick up some more ukulele practice.